This sucks 😭😭😭😭

I just got out a 4 year relationship wit someone . He never worked an didn’t help. IMO had To slave both jobs no sleep etc. eventually I let Jon go because I was getting exhausted. And tired of having to work for his end. I have tons of bills do right now. Furniture financed, heck my car now doesn’t even have insurance cause I couldn’t afford to pay anything at all. And when I do make late payment something else is due next that I’m late on and within a week later I have to pay them again!!! I’m at ends. I’m not gonna be able to give my kiddo a xmas Cause of all this it sudks. Can’t get anymore loans I’m maxed out .thought of filing bankrupt to clear off the furniture financing but my credit score went from 500 to 570 and it’s pointless ;( this sucks