Today I lost my Christmas wish, my period started today. I was planning to test on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>.

This one hurts.... I felt it in my soul that someone was growing.., I really thought I was going to be able to give my husband the best gift!

At least I can get through my tears today. Wrap my head around the fact that I will not have a baby or be pregnant AGAIN for Christmas.

Here’s to 2021!