So I have an appointment for the gyn tomorrow. I’m 18 and this isn’t my first time going but the last time I went was the first time I got a full exam and idk I just felt VERY violated. Idk I’m a pretty private person so showing someone every part of my body gives me the MOST anxiety. Also the last time I was there she was extremely pushy with a different kind of bc. She asked me about it and I said I would want to learn more but then she acted like I said I wanted to use it and actually ended up putting it in me for me. (It was the ring) I understand people r nervous when going but I can’t even explain the nerves I feel rn. I’m so anxious I can’t even move or do anything. I don’t know if I’ll even be able to get myself to go in tomorrow. All I wanted was to get a refill of my birth control and now I have to go in and ruin my whole day. Idk how to get over feeling like this. Plzzz help.