This is my first pregnancy. I have had anxiety & depression prior to getting pregnant, but it has escalated to the point where I don’t think I can carry this baby full term. I’ve always been on the fence about being a mother, if it happens then great & if not that’s totally okay too.

I found out I was pregnant a few weeks ago, at first I felt excited but now I am completely miserable. I am nauseous & cramping every single day and have nothing but dread for my future.

I am considering abortion, I don’t think I am capable of carrying this baby to term & being a mother for the rest of my life. I also don’t want to make a decision & have regret.

Has anyone in this group had similar feelings? If so, what did you decide? I have had an abortion in the past because it was with the wrong partner & I have had regrets, but overall it was the right decision for me at that time. I appreciate any advice & support.