Really struggling today / 31 weeks / two toddlers

So it’s Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a> and you know what that means....crazy toddlers. They’re so bored with their current toys and they love picking on each other. Our oldest is more quiet when it comes to reacting, but our youngest could be an opera singer with the lungs she has😅 but I’m soooo struggling today. Actually I’ve been struggling all week. I smoked (cigarettes) prior to pregnancy and quit about 10 weeks pregnant. I had no problem quitting because I could just throw them in the trash. But as I reach the end of pregnancy, I’m really struggling. I cried the other day because my kids are driving me crazy. I don’t like being the mean mom, but they think it’s funny despite me being serious.

What can I do? Going out to a store or something isn’t an option because of COVID risks. Usually I’d hit a cigarette but pregnancy has put a damper on that obviously. I literally don’t know what to do 😪