ok so i’m getting older and getting closer to that age when I could possibly be getting married and starting a family. I think it’s important to start thinking about that especially when dating someone long term. i’ve been dating my bf for a year now and no i’m not planning on getting engaged for a while.... I do think about my future a lot.

I’ve always wanted to be with someone who treats me like a princess and has passion for me. My parents want that for me too. My dad still does for my mom. My bf is such a sweet guy and so attentive, but he’s not very passionate. I fear that I love him more than he loves me. I’m super passionate about him... i’m already writing a letter for our one year anniversary and I also got something else really special. im a broke student and still spent so much for him. he works. I’m also going to set up my basement like a nice restaurant. he told me that my christmas gift was for xmas and anniversary. this really made me upset. I don’t want extra gifts but I just feel like i’m the one treating him like a princess. I would feel so hurt if he showed up empty handed w no letter or card or song on his guitar/piano for me. I really want that in a relationship. I want that romance. i’m starting to question if he is for me or not. I love him so much. idk what to do.

he’s also always the one to end a phone call or call it a day when we r hanging out. or say goodnight. he’s always leaving first. i’ve done many passionate things for him and he says he loves it and it makes his heart melt but like what about me???

I asked him to ask me more questions, I want to be challenged. ask me deep questions about my life because I do the same for him and he never does.

idk maybe it’s just a guy thing?? we are super sexually compatible and sometimes i’m afraid he’s just in lust with me.