I’m 9 DPO and I see the faintest line, I expected for it to be darker so I could take a digital today and give it to my husband as a Christmas present. I had my first vvfaint line two days ago at 7 DPO.

I’m so new to this, I’m feeling so many symptoms that I’ve never felt and a couple symptoms that I felt with my chemical last month, which I’ve been off birth control since that happened.

I know I’m pregnant, I feel it. I see that faint line and I know it’s really real this time and I did everything as I was supposed to. I’m just testing early I suppose.

I guess I’m just impatient and VERY salty about not being able to make my husband’s Christmas happen, as he gets in a little down mood around this time of the year. He’s such an amazing person, he’s my best friend and I love him with all of my being. He’s been through SO much this year, losing so many people he’s close to, and I know this will give him hope, to feel like he has purpose in this life and not feel so depressed. I guess I can joke and say Christmas came late when the test is a clear positive.

I hope when I test again on Tuesday (Ovia app says I can that day), it will be a blazing positive.

This two week wait has been torture to me because I’m inpatient and I like to plan ahead. But I’m doing what I can to stay calm, trust the process and trust my body.