Pregnancy is a roller coaster

Been sitting in the ER for the last 3 hours because I started bleeding dark brown. I know I have no SCH’s because I asked my RE before I graduated. I freaked out seeing the blood! I freaked out because the ultrasound tech couldn’t tell me anything! I freaked out because I couldn’t see the little heart beats flickering on the screen! I freaked out because I started feeling pelvic pressure I! FREAKED! OUT! Thankfully everything checked out 🙏🏼 when the ER doc came in he read the report from the radiologist who interpreted the U/S and both babies are fine with strong heart beats (150’s) & still measuring ahead. The bleeding has also stopped but the ER doctor has decided that I need a Rhogam shot because of my blood type. Im so very thankful but I’m also extremely nervous that I won’t be able to enjoy this pregnancy and I’m terrified to lose my babies. I thought IVF was hectic and overwhelming... pregnancy is an absolute roller coaster! 😩

That being said, Ladies.... I still wouldn’t change a thing that I have went/am going through/and will go through. ❤️ I just want my babies here safe. #August2020 🤞🏼

Thanks for listening to my vent! Gonna try & not freak out for the remainder of the weekend lol