I’m so embarrassed of my weight

Hey mommas,

I had a baby less than one month ago. I cannot believe the woman staring back at me in the mirror. How can my husband still love me? I have 20-25 lbs to lose to get back to my pre pregnancy weight. I gained 40lbs during my pregnancy and 20 instantly came off. I’m not yet allowed to workout and I’m having a tough recovery due to a bad tear but its getting better. I’m eating terribly because I have zero time to look after myself. I’m disgusting. Seriously, ladies. I can’t believe the way my belly hangs even though I had a vaginal delivery. And my back fat. My thighs are so wide. Will I ever bounce back? Did you?