Anxiety is through the roof!

Hello everyone!

This is my second pregnancy, we lost our son when I was 20 weeks.

We have our first ultrasound tomorrow and I’m absolutely terrified and I wanna be excited. But so scared. I’ve made myself prepare for the worse case scenario and have this bad gut feeling something is wrong.

I just wanna see our baby so badly and know everything is perfect so far. I’m 10 weeks today. I keep thinking this is a eptopic pregnancy and I haven’t a clue why. Guess because I’m super happy we got pregnant again after so long it feels unreal. I also have a feeling this might be twins!

I really want this. Prayers for all my ladies out there dealing with any obstacles right now!