I've been told I am absolutely crazy to still feel like I want one more child. I just don't feel like my family is complete yet, but at 38 (almost 39) it is getting pretty hard to believe it will happen again. My husband isnt NOT on board, but his attitude is more like "if it happens..." I want that casual approach too, but I can't.

On 10dpo, late night pee on a hpt showed a light positive, but since then, (14dpo today) all are negative. My AF is due today, so I'm sure I will see her soon. I'm bummed...