I really need to vent/ sorry post is so long

I don’t have friends or no one to talk to. So I will be 28 in 3 months. I have never lived on my own and In 4 months I will officially be getting my own place. BUT I have a paranoid mother that watches too much first 48 and crime shows. & is extremely scared for me ALL THE TIME. And it makes it so hard for me to live my life because I’m worrying about her worrying about me so much..I’m moving out because it’s that time..I’m getting old and I just want my own personal space..and I feel like I can’t really be myself living here with my mom..Plus it’s just not any room here.. my uncle lives here as well with us in this 2 bedroom apartment and he sleeps in the living room and basically takes over it and there’s only one couch in there that’s big enough for just one person. Then my mom is always at the dining table working or always in the kitchen and she doesn’t like for anyone to be in the kitchen while she is in there..and I just so happen to always get hungry when she’s in there and she gets so irritated. So I just want to go cause I feel like there is not enough space... then when I use my bathroom my uncle complains that I’m in there too long..I’m just ready to go!! Also my mom has always been so paranoid about me all my life but I think it has got worse every since I got raped and stalked by this guy that became extremely obsessed with me last yr. but I’ve learned my lesson from that big time. I’m no longer dating offline and I have met a amazing man from my job that my mom has met and she loves him. But we are just friends and are both in school and taking things slow. He honestly is the only guy I will be talking to but I think she thinks I’m going to meet someone else but I do not plan on doing that. Anyways the main thing about this whole post is..that my mom makes it so hard for me to live my life and sometimes I just don’t know what to do..please her or please myself😣

And every since I’ve told her I was moving out I can tell she hates to hear it. But she’s been sending me videos of women talking about sex trafficking that have actually went through it. And she’s been making sad post on fb like “You can't always help people to the extent that your heart wants to” I know she doesn’t want me to leave but I just want to experience living on my own..I wish she could loosen up a little and realize that I am a adult now..