Big move 2021

Espera

So my boyfriend and i decided to move to dallas with his mom in march ......i cant tell my family or they will blow it out of proportion and make a big deal out of it and try to guilt trip me in to staying here with them i already told them i was looking for my own place because my boyfriend's family is moving i just haven't told them we decided to move with her its been about 4 or 5 days since we made our choice and its killing me not being able to say anything i moved out of my parents apartment in like august of this year but i still help with their bills so thats one thing they would make me feel bad about if i leave this area but from my view if i stay here i have to get my own place which means my own bills on top of their bills i already have so i keep telling myself that moving with my boyfriend and his family is better because i could still help with my parents bills from a far with out struggling to pay for my own bills at the same time ...anyways just needed to vent.. anxiety has been eating me up with sleepless nights and breaking out with hives on my body and now my period is late ugh hopefully i can relax a bit now