Midnight Vent- Arguements

Thank you. Thank you because I felt beautiful today and you went out of your way to make me feel like shit. Thank you because you kept rushing me and saying that I was being annoying while trying to get ready. Thank you for getting mad because I wasn’t making you breakfast fast enough. Thank you for taking me away from my family to sit with yours. Thank you for telling me what a complete piece of shit I am; you just confirmed my fucking thoughts. Thank you because as soon as we get home, where none of our family members are here you immediately start yelling. Matter of fact- you yell at me in the car about the smallest things. (Why am I sitting up front with you?) Thank you because we started this new year arguing. I’m barely taking my shoes off and your angry because I’m too slow and the baby’s crying. We’re in bed, I’m hoping you’ll say sorry or notice my hearts heavy and I can barely hold my tears from falling. But no. You’re attention is fully focused on your cellphone. On other women. So I ask you to please put it down...to which you respond “FUCKING GO TO SLEEP” “STOP BUGGING”. “GODDAMN YOURE FUCKING ANNOYING”....

So I turn to my phone...to distract my racing thoughts..

And you yank it from me and you’re pulling my arms and yelling that I’m an idiot for asking for what I can’t give. Okay???🙄

Another argument...you’re just gonna mention everything that’s wrong about me...which I already think about myself...

Thank you. For a very fucking 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 new year.