I'm officially scared...I'll be 35 next year, unofficially been trying for 5 years but officially for 3 years.

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> at the moment is not an option as I cant afford it and NHS wnt work as partner has kids from previous relationship.

I'm scared and no one around me gets it, they keep saying dnt worry your time will come which makes it hard to talk to them as they dont really know what I'm feeling, I can't curse or scream as they dnt scream with me, I dnt want to be comforted as it doesn't work😥

I've tried letrozole, metformin all did not work just made me sick, I several natural fertility meds I'm now on fertility smart.

Question; are they women who are just naturally barren?

Maybe if I start accepting that situation the pain in my chest wnt be as bad.

I'm considering adoption 2023 moving onwards , I'm hoping by that time I'll have stop feeling the pain and hopefully bless a child in need out there.

Ok rant done for now!