Scared to try again after loss

I have been absent from this platform for a few months now. Mainly to help heal myself mentally from the miscarriage I had in early October.

Since my miscarriage, I have taken back my health and have lost nearly 30 pounds. I also dug into my mental health, and am slowly learning to handle my every day stress and channel it into exercise or other productive avenues.

With that being said, my husband and I have decided to try again, another IUI, come March. I am nervous to try again after our loss. Not only was it physically the worst pain I’ve gone through to date, it crushed my soul and I’m scared to go through that again.

So here’s to 2021, here’s to March - I hope it brings us our rainbow 🌈