BFN at 12 dpo

I’m turning 32 in a few months. I’ve been TTC since 10 months for our first child. Got pregnant once which ended in blighted ovum thus MC.

Now after trying hard not getting pregnant at all!!! Feel beyond frustrated and depressed today getting BFN at 12 dpo!! I was so hopeful this month , was cramping 9-11 dpo.

Anybody with me!?