Its currently 2:01 am and iv been trying to sleep for hours

My life is falling apart piece by peice and im worse than ive ever been

I cant stop crying idk what to do

Iv lost all my freinds and when i say all i mean ALL

I hate everything about me i hate my body, the way i look, my personality, my face, my hair...EVERYTHING

Ive been trying to to love myself for so long now but im just getting worse and nothing is working

Im stuck inside all day every day staring at walls and scrolling through social media because of covid

Im so sick of feeling like this i want it to end!!!!!!!

PLEASE HELP ME😭😭😭😭