Wanting symptoms and worrying

Just writing this to see if I’m the only one or if it’s normal to be wanting my symptoms to get stronger. I found out I’m pregnant coming up a week ago, I’ve got moderate nausea, tender breasts and very tired but all I keep thinking is I want more sickness which sounds odd but it kinda makes me think baby is ok and strong. I can’t help but worry about this pregnancy and the first 12 weeks, I can’t stop thinking about it and days feel like weeks. Anyone else??? I’m currently 6+2 (I think)