Best friend

So I’ve been trying for 19 months and found out today one of my best friends is pregnant. She only found out a couple days ago and she doesn’t know about my journey. When she told me I cried. I’m so so so happy for her but I am soooo frustrated at the same. Was like a total gut punch. She wasn’t trying and just wasn’t taking precautions, and instantly pregnant. I feel like I’m being so bitter 😔