Tough choices

Hi,

Anyone everyone been in a tough situation with TTC and career. I am ready to have a child but I just started a job and have training to attend and the dates are still unknown. Btw this a dream job and i get a great maternity leave when that time comes. I’m all over the place and honestly at a point where I want to go for my baby but also what to knock out this training, not inconvenience coworker. I know I sound all over the place. Everytime I feel I am in the perfect season to have a baby another obstacle gets thrown my way. I have seen fertility specialist and tubes are open labs are fine and waiting on hubby to be checked out. I have said if I am not prego this month then we pursue IUI in the spring and just take a breather. I am 35 so my fear is my clock running out ( I know that not true) but we have been off Bc since November 2018.