Felling upset with myself😕

Katherine

I was sitting in the bath with my daughter and she asked me when my belly was going to get like her aunties? 😅 the thing is my sister-in-law has a very little build and had the Perfect little bump!was about to cry because this being my second pregnancy I’m a little over weight and what I’m trying to say is I was at a great weight the first time and didn’t show until about 24weeks. I ended up gaining 60lbs and getting this really weird sagging skin/fat towards the end of my pregnancy and the fat has never gone away since and it’s almost 5 years later😳 Now I’m starting out heavier with this flab of lower fat and I’m so embarrassed of it.it’s really the worst feeling not feeling pretty about you numb. I’m scared to even show this time because I feel like it’s just going to push it all out! It’s also jiggles😞 I wish my body was different.