Scared to test

Okay, so here’s the “sitch”... I’m really, REALLY late. I want to test, but I’m afraid to, just end up disappointed and heart broken again. Because this has happened a time or two in my life where I was LATE then ended up getting my period anyway. Before December everything was as per-usual. But I’ve also been pregnant then miscarried each time. I’m terrified to test, but also terrified not to. I’ve gradually been noticing more “symptoms” such as peeing much more frequently, I CANNOT stand the sight of a lot of uncooked meat (such as the meat section in the grocery store) I’ve been nauseous, tender breast, feeling bloated, and constantly EXHAUSTED. What should I do? Dose this sound test worthy? Or should I wait a bit longer? Also sorry for the long post. BABY DUST TO ALL! ✨🤰🏻✨🤱🏻✨