My brain won’t accept that I’m actually pregnant

Heather • 👼 7/19 👼 5/20 🌈👶4/21

Before this pregnancy I had 2 miscarriages in a year. Tomorrow I’ll be 25 weeks with my baby boy, our baby shower is coming up and we’ve started buying a few things. But when I see the baby registry and buy things I feel like a crazy person who’s pretending to be pregnant. I’ve seen him on ultrasound once a month since 8 weeks, I feel him kick every day but I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that I actually made it out of the first trimester and I’m still pregnant. Anyone have any tips on how to get through this?