I am exhausted. We’ve been trying for almost a year and a half and nothing. Diagnosed with pcos and managing it. Things were looking up with treatment. This is my last cycle on letrozole before and hsg and possibly <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>. Everything was looking beautiful. Bbt was good. OPKs went well. Temps were going up and had a dip like it was implantation. Now temps are going down. Af around the corner.

I know I’m not out until af shows up but temps are decreasing, which means she’s just waiting to pop up and set up shop. I’m so mentally, physically, and emotionally drained.

I am sick of my MIL and husbands family asking us when we’re going to have a baby. Asking us why it’s taking so long. Telling us to get it done so they can have grandchildren. Mind you, they already have 5 of them.

Sometimes I feel like quitting. I just want to give up but it’s hard because I also want a baby so bad. I’ve always been a baby person. Babysat my whole life.

When will it be me? 😩