Omg how do you ladies do it??? My heart just totally broke. The first time I put him in his crib he was fine for about 15 min (not sleeping, but content), then he started crying. I let him go for 5 minutes and then went in and as soon as I picked him up he laid his head on my shoulder and stopped. He was starting to fall asleep, so I laid him back down and he immediately started crying. I tried soothing him in bed for a few minutes and he kinda stopped, so I left the room. Then he really started crying again. I let him go for 7 minutes, then went back in, picked him up and, again, he laid his head on my shoulder and stopped. Then as I was bopping him he grabbed my face and started giving me “kisses” AND I LOST IT 😭😭😭. Buuut I still tried one more time...laid him down and he started crying again but this time I couldn’t soothe him at all. Walked out of the room and sat in the living room bawling while he screamed for 10 minutes...and I couldn’t do it anymore. I went in there and got him and now we’re back in bed together. Maybe we’re just not ready? Anyone else have an experience like this? Any tips? Bc right now, I’m not ready to try again until 6 months. My heart can’t take it.