Postpartum Anxiety?

Can you guys share your story with postpartum anxiety? Just so I feel somewhat normal.

I have just recently been having severe anxiety, to the point where I cannot even take care of baby. My most recent panic attack lasted two days. I’m scared that medication can’t help then one day i will turn psychotic and hurt my baby. I refuse to be alone with my baby until I find a medication that helps.

I have an appointment with my doctor, but I’m TERRIFIED I will be like this forever.

Anybody else have a relatable experience?