I got my test results back from my initial prenatal appointment and I tested positive for chlamydia. I don’t know how to tell my bf because I know he’ll think I cheated on him. I didn’t cheat on him but I was involved other guys before getting with him. I didn’t use contraception religiously which I should have and I’m afraid he’ll leave me or think this kid isn’t his. We’ve been together for 4 months and before I was just involved with one night stands. They all told me they were clean so I foolishly believed them.

I should have gotten a check up but I didn’t have a doctor up until now. I guess I get what I deserve and I know y’all will bash me about how irresponsible I was. Sometimes I’m afraid to speak up or just go along with the flow because what’s the worst the could happen. Those are excuses but it’s the only explanation.