How to stop stressing

I see a lot of stop stressing LIKE IT'S THAT EASY..dont worry IT AINT EASY ...I try to find hobbies and something to challenge and focus my mind

Tell me someone

HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO PAINT WHEN I START IT ALWAYS TURNS INTO IT WILL GO GREAT IN THE NURSERY or baby hand and feet pics will be a great masterpiece for the living room...meanwhile I'm still holding a brush with paint drying because I cant do it ...what's the point right I cant not worry or even think about it ..its not possible in my life

HOW am I suppose to go shop and enjoy myself when I see baby clothes and accessories and think how cute that would make a great outfit for first day out the hospital or so

HOW am I suppose to focus on work when there are people (no hate) but people who talk about their children alot and home school and different activities and on the inside I'm struggling while smiling on the outside

HOW am I suppose to go to my SO family's house or my own and there are little cousins and nieces and nephews everywhere and we dont have one to contribute to the beautiful chaos

HOW am I suppose to not think of the future when I WANT to plan things that include our kids I WANT to travel with my children I WANT to explore new places and adventures as how I enjoyed with my parents it's so hard