Emotional rollercoaster

No one tells you how hard it is to have hope after so much disappointment on this journey. I had 5 failed IUIs and decided to take a cycle off before moving onto IVF/ICSI.

Well, here I am starting my IVF process. I Will be starting my stims in a week. I am so excited but can't help but feel scared that everything will fail and I will be back to square #1 and back into this emotional hole.

I remember being so excited for IUI #5... then I remember how horrible I felt after each failed cycle. I am so scared to have those feelings again 😥

This is so hard :( please send positive vibes.