Hello I lost my baby boy December 18th I had him November 19th I found out at 20 weeks pregnant Liam had a bad case of ebstein it’s a rare heart defect I was told by many doctors Liam would be very sick when he’s born there might be a chance he wouldn’t make it i didn’t believe any doctors that my sweet boy wouldn’t make it I try to stay positive my whole pregnancy thinking my sweet boy would be fine after birth everything would be okay god would heal my boy but I guess Liam was made to sweet for this world we live in god had other plans for our boy. It just been very very hard on me lately even seeing all my other friends having there baby knowing that’s what I wanted and still want i just cry my eyes out all the time I just don’t know how to heal myself from this pain I have been feeling. I love Liam to death I will always love him and I know when I die I will be with my sweet boy. I just been more upset because my boyfriend said he doesn’t want anymore kids in the future but I honestly do I don’t what anymore at this moment but later in life I do want to try for another baby after we heal from our lost. Do you think I should talk to him about this or wait in time?