Need people willing to help me

Ashley

I’m 19, 6 weeks pregnant about to be 7 weeks soon I believe. I have my first Appointment with my gynecologist on the 19th regarding my pregnancy. I’m pretty alone and I have a boyfriend but I cant put all my reliance on him. My family doesn’t know and im afraid of disappointing them. For a while I contemplated what would be the right decision for me to do but I was raised as a Christian and my mother would be upset and I would be ashamed if I didn’t keep this baby. I think I just need to hear people’s experiences and story’s, guidance from someone experienced or who went through something similar like me at my age. My instagram is @ashley.arellano_