I have PTSD from being sexual assaulted and raped most my life, due to it I have to have a SD and I get nightmares almost regularly. In my nightmares there is always one guy you try to rescue me, saves me, or I call out for. I have no idea who is it, don't know him name, never seen his face. I just know he is my only sense of safety when I sleep. I had a dream awhile ago that he was going to be my husband and its always the same guy. Idk if it actually means anything or if its just my brains way of trying to keep me safe. I always wake up right before I get severely hurt or die. Anyways last night I had a dream that I was in danger. These guys were after me and he was protecting me. We went to this fair and they ended up showing up so he wrapped me in his arms and held me tightly hiding me until there was a point we could leave. I was crying in his arms but it the most safe I've ever felt in my life. I woke up right before the men could get me and I was thankful to be awake and out of the nightmare but waking up ment loosing the feeling of being is this guys arms and the safety he brings me. I wish I knew him in real life and that he was there when I woke to hold me.