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Ladies... I have a 4 year old and an almost 2 year old and the baby fever is getting so difficult as I watch my littlest one get bigger everyday.

I want to have another but I’m trying to talk myself out of it as I want to be married before I have another baby.

My boyfriend it’s absolutely amazing but is turtle speed when it comes to anything...

I want to move in together already and start our lives as a family. The speed we are going is killing me!! In may we will have been together for a year...

how do I make myself slow down!? I don’t v want to rush him into anything but I’m ready for so much more with him! He’s so amazing to the two that aren’t even his and we are both so in love. I’ve asked him before about moving in together but he kind of dances around the question. I know I’m getting ahead of myself here but I’ve never been more in love and I’m just So excited for what The future holds ♥️

Any advice? How do i slow myself down? Do I need to push him a little? Help!