5 years ago i met a man. And we clicked right away. He had to sons to a girl. And i had a son to my previous relationship. To cut an extremely long complex story short. I got pregnant 3 months in but we where excited and he really took to being a great dad to our daughter. His ex didnt like this ans started to play games to win him back. And one night he ended up staying over at her house. And got her pregnant. But it gets better. I was pregnant too. So silly me tried forgiving him. And stayed with him. And we both delivered girls a day a part. This man apparebtly loves me and im his world. But yet his ex named there daughter his favourite girls name. And he didnt tell me this when we had our first daughter. So that got to me bad. I have stayed with him. But i think im suffering ptsd. Everytime he has his kids and i see there daufhter i always get reminded of everyrhung he put me threw and i become resentful i feel like im not ready yet to be part of that side of his life just yet. But hes trying to force it on me. It hurts when i see this little girl he had behind my back with her. And i hate all the flash bavks of everything. But im finding it hard to let him go. What should i do. Just dont be around or part of him and his other kids. Until i go to therapy. Or jusf let him go.