I'm just looking for a little support or to see if anyone is in a similar position as me.

My timeline

Aug 2017 - started trying, fell pregnant straight away but miscarried

Nov 2018 - diagnosed with PCOS

May 2019 - miscarried again

July 2019 - underwent a gastric bypass to help with my weight amd PCOS (now 8st lighter and no PCOS 😊)

July 2020 - diagnosed with high Natural Killer Cells and prescribed hydroxychloroquine

October 2020 - horrible side effects from the drug so stopped

December 2020 - moved to prednisolone, cyclogest amd aspirin

January 2020 - B bloody FP!!!

I'm so excited to be pregnant but man has it kicked my anxiety off!! I'm trying to be positive but for some reason I don't feel lucky enough to actually have a healthy pregnancy, I'm almost expecting to miscarry at any second. Has anyone else felt like that?