I am currently 5 weeks pregnant. I found out about a week ago. I've been really back and fourth on abortion. I have previous kids with my ex whom I have a pfa on as of 1 year ago for him being verbally, mentally and physically abusive towards me for 7 years. I met my newest partner 2 months ago and just found out we are expecting. I have all kinds of mixed emotions about it. I'm already struggling a bit financially. The place we are living now isn't big enough to add another child to. My 3 kids currently share one bedroom. But they are also young so it's easier for them to do so. My boyfriend wants this baby, he also has a son from a previous relationship who stays with us on the weekends. I don't know what to do. I feel so overwhelmed. I feel like I'm gonna feel regret either way. I also feel like I'm not mentally prepared for another child as we have only been together for 2 months. I am so confused as to what to do. I know my boyfriend will be very upset if I don't keep this baby so it makes it so much harder for me. A very very small part of me wants this baby, but more so I do not. I've told my closest friend how I'm feeling. They think it's my hormones making me overthink all of this. But also supports me in either decision I make. I know if I get an abortion my boyfriend will also probably leave me which I honestly would not blame him. I feel very selfish for doing that also considering how bad he wants this baby. What do I do!? I feel like such a horrible person.