So Iv been trying for over 3 years , I have 3 children already and I’m now facing fact that I may just be getting to old I’m 38 I think my body is saying no.

BUT. My best friend who is like a sister to me is 38 and is 9 weeks pregnant . She’s having a termination next week as she didn’t want any more children she has a 15 year old daughter .

I’m finding it so hard to support her in this as she wasn’t on any contraception and new there is a chance she would get pregnant the guy she has sex with has very I sperm count already has 8 children all with different baby mamas .

Am I wrong for not supporting her .

I feel like she’s using termination as contraception.

I sit will test after test month after month waiting on them 2 pink lines . This is braking me , even tho I know if she kept it I would be so jealous too .

Am I a bad person for even thinking like this