Does keeping a GD diet trigger a "diet"

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This is my second pregnancy where I have been diagnosed with GD. I have spoken to my OBGYN, nutritionist, and Diabetes nurse all about this. Was wondering if other felt this way too.

I am a larger woman at 280 lbs. Keeping such a strict diet when I am pregnant, logging what I eat, blood sugar testing, all the weight ins, specialist, and measuring portions. Is triggering of diet culture to me.

I was so upset last pregnancy going on insulin when I was doing everything right. Both pregnancies my lack of weight gain has been a concern for my doctors. However by eating the way I am supposed to and my activity level it is super hard to gain weight.

Just this whole system for a plus size woman who has yoyo dieted my whole life seems super not good for my idea of normal eating and "dieting." Was wondering if anyone else has these same thoughts.