hi guys. I’m 21 living with my boyfriend. we have a great relationship and we know that we’re each others forever. im 7 weeks pregnant and he has been taking the news HORRIBLY. when I first told him, it was bad (found out at 5w 5d) but then we took a few days to really calm down and think about what we wanted. he was leaning towards an abortion while I wasn’t. I told him last night I wanted to keep it and that I don’t know if mentally I could go through an abortion and he screamed and yelled and grabbed his keys and went on a drive. he eventually came back and apologized but now I don’t know what to do. I can’t believe he reacted so badly so now I’m questioning everything. He told me so many times he doesn’t want it, not now. How can I keep this baby if he so badly doesn’t want it and isn’t ready? He said it isn’t about kids and that one day we will have some but it’s about the timing. Neither of us have jobs and we’ve been searching even before finding out and no luck because of covid. I’m trying to get my real estate license currently while in school. Did anyone else’s partners react terribly? I’m scared that if I do keep it he’ll resent me or maybe the whole pregnancy would be bad. Abortion is something I never thought I’d do but how can I bring a baby into this world after his reaction? 😓

(P.s. please nobody suggest that I leave him. He is NOT toxic and I could NEVER do this alone, not that i think he would leave because i know he wouldn’t regardless of how mad he is, so that’s not even an option)