Weaning depression?

I started to wean my child almost immediately, it is because i took the COVID-19 vaccine and the made me wean her immediately. She was sad for about 2-3 days but she managed to forget about it. She is 17 months at that time almost a year and a half.

But ever since i weaned her till now after 1 month i am craving her a lot and i miss the old days of having her in my arm😭 i still hate the day that i weaned her even when she doesn’t seem to care at all.

Every time i see our old photos of her young and remember her in my arms i start regretting it all and start crying, which is causing me stress and anxiety..

I really just want to stay happy with her without regrets!

I took the vaccination just to maintain her being healthy and avoid her from getting infected💔

Did i do right by her or am i a bad mom😭😭