I am 37 and pregnant with my first baby. I am about 11 weeks and currently doing testing. I can’t shake the feeling about being scared of the results. I haven’t enjoyed being pregnant yet and we tried for so long with 2 previous chemical pregnancies. I just feel so alone and was wondering if anyone felt like this or am I crazy? I guess I didn’t think of the high risk probabilities of being pregnant when we were so focused on trying so hard to just get pregnant.