Nervous meeting up with ex

I’m meeting up with my ex today at the park to talk about our relationship and how we are gonna move forward. I’m 34 weeks pregnant and I want him to be there for me. I just don’t feel like he’s doing what he needs to do for us to be ready for this baby. Instead of stocking up on diapers, he’s spending money on weed as an example. That’s pretty much why I broke up with him and moved back home with my mother a couple of months ago.

I bought a car while we were living together and our agreement was that he’d pay the car note but I started getting calls saying it hadn’t been paid. When I asked him about he says that since I moved out and he doesn’t have access to the car, he’s not gonna pay for it. I have a job so I’m just paying it but that wasn’t our original agreement.

I actually really miss him. We hardly talk. He meets me for doctors appointments and occasionally calls but no talk about our relationship. He hasn’t tried to mend things between us or put the relationship back together (which I don’t understand why) and that’s what I want. I kind of thought he’d miss me so today I’m going to get my courage up and address it with him.

Part of me is afraid he’s dating someone else already. Idk. I suspect that he borrowed my car to go see her. Just thinking about that pissed me off.