I think I just want to vent... I was with my boyfriend well ex boyfriend now for a year and I got pregnant unexpectedly I was on birth control and it was hard for me to accept this pregnancy but my ex boyfriend made me feel like we could do this... well... I end up going thru his phone and I found videos of him having sex with girls.. I’m stuck between everywhere and not just that I’m pregnant and feel more worse. I get ready and try to feel better but I go from being mad to sad to feeling disgusted not just with him with myself also and then I go back to feeling like I’ll be okay and then it hits me all over again like a circle I can’t get out of.