I've been touching my clit-- mostly with lotion-- lately, but I honestly don't feel sexual about it; it just feels so warm and nice (I'm Autistic so it also feels like I'm stimming too, but I'm not sure) like drinking hot cocoa 🥰

But I still get self conscious when I'm looking at my vulva in a mirror when I feel my clit, because I'm much 🌳 down there 😬 Any advice on feeling less awkward looking at yourself when touching?

I'm also open to any feel-up tips too, I just prefer using my hands instead of toys because I feel more connected to my body that way 💞