Hi I’m not use to the group support thing I guess I’m just looking for emotional support I suffer from depression anxiety adhd bi polar disorder I cry almost everyday and I cut myself constantly my dad is mad at me and threatening to send me to my mom they pressure me too much that I just want to run off a 20 story building I’m told I’m not enough constantly I’ve also been bullied and fiscally been abused I feel trapped in a never ending loop called life if I ever bring up my disorders I get told I’m just fine when I’m not. I’ve tried asking to go to therapy or get meds but they just want to see there perfect little girl I have no room to grow because I always have to be one image and one image only. I’m also bi sexual and I can’t come out because my dad hates anybody apart of the lgbtq+ comunity he thinks there all confused and he doesn’t want me to be confused. My mindset has always been as long as everybody else is happy my time will be later doesn’t matter if I get hurt as long as there happy I’ll be sad and take there pain away, that I never deserve to be happy so I tournament myself.