So my only child is 8, I had a miscarriage (possibly 2) and the doctors here in maryland dont seem to give a crap. I cant find a dr that will listen to me. Anyway I'm literally stuck at home with no way to leave or go anywhere and I've got no one who can help right now and I need a damn hcg test. In the meantime..I ALREADY KNOW (FOR YOU NEGATIVE NANCYS OUT THERE) which things are or are NOT indicators of pregnancy but it doesnt hurt to ASK what everyone thinks or give opinions.

I'm pretty sure I had IB bc it was only spotting dark old brown blood for a few days and normally every single month my periods are so heavy that my 2 heaviest days I always have to wear a tampom and pad together. Plus ii THOUGHT my wetness was GONE forever but..everyday since at least a few days before "af" was due I've been super soaking WET and it's sometimes completely clear and other times it's got milky look.It also has to have a slighter sweeter smell than when I'm ovulating.. Boobs hurt like never before and they're leaking by themselves more often. I felt like I could SMELL my boobs when I got out of the shower if that makes any sense?..like I REALLY smell everything on me..could it be bc I quit ciggs 2 months ago?

Lower back hurts more often than normal and I'm crying over the dumbest shit. I hate when I feel helpless :( I wish I had magic. Oh lastly..I cant get rid of this "bloat"..like I feel full and fat 24/7. The gas has gotten so bad that when I try to goto sleep all week my stomach constantly gurgles and I can feel like twitches from the bubbles in my lower left side and my stomach. Like it's so loud my friend could hear it thru discord.

Anyone notice a big difference from 1st to second pregnancy?

If I can find a photo to put on here I will but so far they're all of me nakey so. I'll just edit later.