Hey y'all, Idk why I wrote this. I was bored & wanted to get something of my chest. Feel free to read if you want to haha.

tbh...i dont trust anyone because of you. I lost so many hours of sleep 'cause I stayed up talking to you all night & I regret that. I did everything for you & I actually trusted you. I should've seen the signs...but I didn't.

We knew each other for almost 2 years,

we dated for a while then I left you because I was tired of you not caring abt me or showing/giving me the affection/love i deserve.

You got mad & thought I left you because

"I was cheating on you/talking to someone else". But I would never do that, I'm not that type of person & i actually loved you.

A couple of months later you texted me...

you told me that you still loved me, that you wanted me back, that you were sorry for getting mad (but you still thought that I had cheated on you while we were dating) & you said that you promised that u would treat me better this time. & my dumba** still had feelings for you, so ofc I said "okay fine, lets try again" & this time we dated for 8 months...& i never got the chance to tell you that I actually didn't cheat on you cuz i knew that you'd say something like "Shh, I know you did. But its okay, I forgive you. & we're together now so it doesn't matter cuz i know you won't do it again" & thought everything was fine during these 8 months, you actually treated me pretty good, just like you promised. You always wanted to ft me, you told me that you loved me everyday, you never failed to make me happy, you always told me how beautiful I was. You were there for me when I was sad & I felt like you were the only guy I could open up to & trust 100%. Then i found out that you were cheating on me...& that you were talking to like 3 other girls. You probably called me a cheater just so i would think that you'd never do anything like that...but you did. And the fact that I didn't even cheat on you & you just wanted to get back w me for revenge...revenge for something i didn't even do. Youre toxic & so immature. Youre a good actor tho, ill give you that lmao. & youre a fboy 100%. & yea, maybe you wasted 8 months of my life. But guess what you spent 8 moths of you're life too! & I might've been stupid for getting back w you, but youre like 100x more stupid. Honor, fk you M.

Lesson: Dont ever get back w your ex, theyre your ex for a reason!

(only get back w them if you were young when you first met them and whatever & you just wanna try again. Or if something made you guys stop talking (like parents not wanting ya'll to date when you were younger or something weird like that)