I got an abortion today..

i got an abortion today. it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I didn’t want to do it but i had to for so many reasons. this baby deserves better and I couldn’t give it that. 😔 how do I heal from this? is there anyone who’s gotten one and can give me any tips or tell any success stories? i was driving home and i saw a defund parenthood sticker on the car next to me and sobbed. I typed in abortion support on tiktok and saw so many videos of people saying if you get one you would go to hell, murdering babies, and “how are you even Christian” ones 😔 ive been sobbing apologizing out loud all day. i don’t know how i will ever go back to “normal” life..

Please be nice.. ive been sobbing all day and I’m so vulnerable. remember your words can help or hurt someone so please don’t hurt me with yours