From the time that I wake up to the time I lay my head on my pillow (sometimes the whole night if LO is struggling to sleep) I am stressed, anxious and pressured. As a mom of a newborn and a toddler, my everyday life consists of doing 10,000 things or more without a minute to myself. If I sit down is to feed LO. I am exhausted both physically and emotionally. I don’t have PPD or PPP but man do I feel like I’m going crazy sometimes! And it’s gonna be a while before it gets ‘better’. I haven’t slept a full night in more than 3 months!!! I wish I could just go and spend one weekend or even a night in a hotel. Just to regain myself. But I can only dream...